Honoring Our Boundaries: “No” Is A Complete Sentence

“No” is a complete sentence.”
Anne Lamott

That sentence used to drive me crazy when my kids were little. Remember those days when every request, every plea, every last ounce of your mommy-breath received a “No”? Do you remember their determined little faces, squeezed into such ferociousness, fists in the air?

And now I realize my toddlers had a point.

The last few weeks were a doozy. Nothing particularly earth-shattering or heart-breaking happened, just weeks when I said ‘yes’ more than ‘no’ and let my boundaries get far too loose. Weeks when I had to dig deep for courage, weeks when I was tired, hungry, and felt like I didn’t give myself a moment to catch my breath.

And I did it to myself. I have no one to blame. I didn’t say “No.” Not once.

That old adage about putting on our own oxygen mask first is absolutely true.

 

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I’m spending the weekend trying to re-center and re-capture the fleeting muse of Persistence – sometimes is the only way I  make it out of bed in the morning. Does this happen to you?  When did you agree to do one more thing, schedule one more meeting, help one more person when what you really needed to do was stop, breathe, and help yourself? What did you say “Yes” to when you really wish you had screamed “No!”

What happened?

“When we fail to set boundaries and hold people accountable, we feel used and mistreated. This is why we sometimes attack who they are, which is far more hurtful than addressing a behavior or a choice.”
Brené Brown, The Gifts of Imperfection: Let Go of Who You Think You’re Supposed to Be and Embrace Who You Are

I didn’t set good boundaries. I let other people put me in places that made me feel resentful and  frankly, worn out. I forgot to hold myself accountable for my own happiness. I lost my center.

Being a teacher mom is a delicate balance, especially at stressful times of the school year – like the beginning and ending. And grading periods. The anxiety and busyness families feel at the start of the school year is definitely felt at my house, too. I still have to get my family back on a routine, make sure that my kid is ready for classes and homework and studying and sports. I have to get myself out of summer mode and suddenly, after 8 weeks of being mostly at home, I’m gone all day long. And sometimes into the night, too.

Teacher moms get the double back-to-school whammy. We get the sometimes unexpected bliss of watching our own children walk out the door and into new adventures alongside sometimes expected unhappiness of watching our life go back to bells and grading and teaching routines and behaviors and meetings and meetings more meetings.

We’re trying to make everyone else’s school year start off smoothly, and oftentimes around mid-September, we crash.

How much time do we give to our jobs versus our families? It’s why I’ve never become an administrator. I cherish the eight weeks of summer, the weekends and evenings when I don’t have to technically be responsible. I get to choose.

During this school year, I’ve been choosing to work late Friday nights. It’s quiet time for me – time when I can think, breathe, spread out and center. It’s my way of setting my weekend boundaries; if I leave it school ready to go for Monday, my brain spins much less over the weekend. I give up a few more hours on Friday to allow myself to get more space to choose.

One of my ‘extra’ jobs is training new teachers; this year, I’m working with two adults who chose teaching as their second career. All three of us have families and responsibilities at home. I’m reminding myself to walk my talk – teaching them to set personal and professional boundaries is so important as they begin their careers. I want them to learn not to promise too much – it just ends up disappointing everyone.

“If your boundary training consists only of words, you are wasting your breath. But if you ‘do’ boundaries with your kids, they internalize the experiences, remember them, digest them, and make them part of how they see reality.”
Henry Cloud

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Ultimately, it swings back to me. How do I teach my children to live their life within their own boundaries? How do I model for them a life that balances work and home? How do I show my kids how to follow their passion and not lose the trail back home?

I think it goes back to Anne Lamott – I think I’ll teach them that “No” is a complete sentence.

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11 thoughts on “Honoring Our Boundaries: “No” Is A Complete Sentence

  1. Kutukamus says:

    Yes. Tough at times. But it is. 🙂

    1. Jennifer Wolfe says:

      Thanks for commenting today. Yes, tough but so important. I’m still needing reminders now and then!

  2. It can be so hard to find a balance can’t it? I know all my teacher friends find life so tough. You do an amazing job though, we all really value what you do. 😊 #bestandworst

    1. Jennifer Wolfe says:

      Oh thank you so much. It’s always good to hear that someone values what teachers do – we don’t hear it enough, honestly. It’s really a shame that so many of us are worn out and feeling like we cannot continue this way. I hope something changes, because I do love being with the children. #bestandworst

  3. Wow what a deep post, really got me thinking! I like posts that do that! Thanks for linking up with the #bestandworst hope to see you again! x
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    1. Jennifer Wolfe says:

      Thank you, Helen. I love thinking deeply, too- I’m so glad you found mamawolfe. You’ll definitely see me on #bestandworst again soon!

  4. Janine says:

    One of the best things I’ve ever done was learn how to say no and now I think I’m so good at it I wonder if I’m missing out of things…but now I’m so much less stressed and healthier, with healthier relationships with those who count. I still wish I could do more, but mentally and physically I realise my limitations these days.
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    1. Jennifer Wolfe says:

      Janine, I love that your ability to say ‘no’ has brought so much positivity to your life. What a great example in the power of positive thinking!

  5. Such an important question. I have found myself awed by the mom/teachers over the last few months (no dad/teachers just because we don’t have any male teachers this time around). I imagine that tit must be incredibly hard to be responsible for cushion and structure for so many different beating hearts. An allowance I try to afford myself is this: letting my kids see that balance and happiness take continual tinkering, that that is not a failure, but just a part of it.
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    1. Jennifer Wolfe says:

      Thanks, Amanda. Yes it is hard to strike that balance between being my best self for my students and still having my very best self ready at home. I love your idea of tinkering- I often use the phrase “you’re still learning” with my students. I need to remember it myself. I appreciate your comment- thank you.

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